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Desolate Dream

by Feminoise

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1.
Not a Love Song 04:09
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I'm watching you The things you do Can you see me I don't know how to breathe Rotating like a screw Stripped but stainless, too Each part of me Is magnified in you I move so slow I can't let go My mind says no It's taken over me I go tongue tied My thoughts denied I tried to confide It's not a love song Are you the best of me? The most interesting Thing about me Shine like kerosene I'm writing all my wrongs I need a reason to be Should you apologize To whom you've agonized Charming words and deeds That twist and paralyze Float on out the door Dream I've dreamt before All my thoughts and schemes Frozen like mint ice cream I move so slow I can't let go My mind says no It's taken over me A verbal tiptoe Through broken windows High and low plateaus Surrealistic, oh Are you the best of me? The most interesting Thing about me Shine like kerosene I'm writing all my wrongs I need a reason to be Serene machine wrapped up in velveteen Thankful, tranquil Can you find my angle? Are you the best of me? The most interesting Thing about me Shine like kerosene I'm writing all my wrongs I need a reason to be I move so slow I can't let go My mind says no It's taken over me x2
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The Highway Song 05:11
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The road is long out here But the highway isn't busy, I fear That it's trouble I'm looking for Good luck to us, serene and cavalier I want my, I want my, I want my everything I want my, I want my, I want my everything Inside this madmen's den Unrelenting, left without a friend Just remember not to kill 'em Messy, complicated, contradiction I want my, I want my, I want my everything I want my, I want my, I want my everything Should I want this? Cuz I need it Second hand heart clouds the feelings, yeah On the wrong lips I'm no secret If the truth hurts why believe it? yeah I'm taking everything It's all to please me When it goes up in flames Will I scream? I want my, I want my, I want my everything I want my, I want my, I want my everything
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Fanfare 05:13
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Close your eyes to the secrets All the things no one can know Out of style, so just leave it A blind eye sees the show Tell me now but don't ask again Everything is different Tell me how I'm fading again A forgotten old friend All this fanfare But I don't care Nothing changes With a smile Blurred and bloodshot Like a robot Something strange is Coming for me, yeah How time flies so neatly I pack it all away Like a child, you meet me When life was wild each day Take a bow, it's almost the end Bitter pills I'm swallowing Ease on down somewhere and somewhen Far too gone to pretend All this fanfare But I don't care Nothing changes With a smile Blurred and bloodshot Like a robot Something strange is Coming for me, yeah No go, peepshow I'm disco high now Streamline my shrine I'm fine wine by now Tell me now but don't ask again Everything is different Tell me how I'm fading again A forgotten old friend All this fanfare But I don't care Nothing changes With a smile Blurred and bloodshot Like a robot Something strange is Coming for me, yeah
4.
Circle of Everything 03:38
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remember that December You were holding on To the refrain stuck in your brain Like an infectious song From the dashboard of your old Ford I can't go fast enough Through the dark rain racing my brain I'm just your powderpuff I have a sick sensation Something out there Lost in doubt where Our only hope is self medication Nightly valor's out there Creeping in What you do do do do Goes right through through though through me On no so slowly kissed Keeps me lost in the burgundy mist What you do do do do Goes right through through though through me On no so slowly kissed Keeps me lost in the burgundy mist It goes so fast You get whiplash But the beat goes on Check the list Things we wish That we could forget Fill a goldmine Hold your breath To the death As the last cigarette Fades to grey It's midnight, Sunday I'm lost in cabernet
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The Beekeeper 03:45
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Her sticky sweet's killing me All the things I wanna be It's a scene She's the queen You're gonna wanna meet her Gotta be a keeper Know what I mean? She's the queen I wanna be her Copy and steal her Like Nancy Wheeler Upside down and out of sight She'll redefine, wine and dine you Blow your mind, laser Fine tuned, extreme She's the queen I wanna be her Copy and steal her Like Nancy Wheeler Right on time to save your life Don't let go She's gonna find ya Don't say no She'll make you see It's just a sting Don't let go She's gonna find ya Don't say no She'll make you see Her sticky sweet's killing me All the things I wanna be It's a scene She's the queen
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A Little Goes a Long Way 05:04
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Don't spread me too thin In this mess I've put you in I can be a lot to take A little bit goes a long, long way You tried to be a hero Tired of feeling less than zero I can hear your heartbreak A little less is still a lot to take A little goes a long way (hey it goes a long way) Like a firecracker up in flames Not asking you to change the game It's always been the same A little goes a long way I fill you up like cheap champagne All I can do is take the blame Can never get away A Technicolor tv I'm a black and white old movie You change the channel once again I don't ever want this show to end Come on like a fever That saves the skeptic, burns the believer Sweat it out, I never break A little bit is more than you can shake A little goes a long way (hey it goes a long way) Like a firecracker up in flames Not asking you to change the game It's always been the same A little goes a long way I fill you up like cheap champagne All I can do is take the blame Can never get away Don't stop me, I last a lifetime Best of love, best of life Don't stop me, I last a lifetime Best of love, best of life Best of love Best of life Hey, it goes a long way
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My Sorta Soda Vibe 05:16
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It's stirring in my mind This taste so bittersweet A sorta soda vibe A sickly saccharine fortune, fortune Relax it won't take long This sugar cannonball It makes me feel so strong When things are coming on smooth, so smooth Is this all overdue Now I'm turning on you You can't make me see What I just don't believe Same ol' story No point of view It's all so boring I need to drink tonight Until I feel alright Death and glory Which one for you? One more Midori To get by until I rest my eyes I walked into a fog And lost my inspiration Some dreams just don't belong Outside the tv station's hue, so blue It's time to breathe it in This sorta soda vibe Till it begins again Just trying to stay alive with you, with you It's all overdue Now I'm turning on you You can't make me see What I just don't believe Same ol' story No point of view It's all so boring I need to drink tonight Until I feel alright Death and glory Which one for you? One more Midori To get by until I rest my eyes Same ol' story No point of view It's all so boring I need to drink tonight Until I feel alright Death and glory Which one's for you? Pour one for me To get by until I rest my eyes
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Marfa Lights 04:37
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Stranger surrounds me And moves in tight Backwards around me I see the light Westward I'm moving The chills at night Desert so soothing Hide in plain sight Say something for nothing 'Cause nothing will do The lie has come true Is it all or nothing? Lost all value Just elegant fools Star-crossed, I'm chasing The open sky Whatever I'm grooving Is lost in time It won't stop breaking us I can't help falling down The light's on inside me Escape this awful town Say something for nothing 'Cause nothing will do The lie has come true Is it all or nothing Lost all value Just elegant fools It won't stop breaking us I can't help falling down
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Fireside High Five 04:24
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She wants to be your muse Inspire all the words you choose Turned on like an AM station The girl's a lost generation So hot she can't stop glowing Going in overdrive She'll burn you with a spark From her fireside high five Slow dive, seaside Hold your nose and close your eyes High tide, sunshine Going down in the daylight She checks your baggage with x-ray eyes What does she want to see? She's got no time to see your disguise Now get in her backseat Color you impressed and blue A mile high but she's over you She's the firefly you're after You've got a jar but can't catch her So hot she can't stop glowing Going in overdrive She'll burn you with a spark From her fireside high five Slow dive, seaside Hold your nose and close your eyes High tide, sunshine Going down in the daylight Slow dive, seaside Take it all in one more time High tide, firelight Taking off like a box kite So hot she can't stop glowing Going in overdrive She'll burn you with a spark From her raging heart Fireside high five Fireside high five Fireside high five Fireside high five She's got a fireside high five The girl is coming alive She's got a fireside high five The girl is coming alive
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Maybe Next Year 06:53
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I remember right now Like it happened just then This is the place where I never saw you again Howling like the wolf Who never wants it to end Howling like the wolf What a waste to begin Save me now or let me go alone, I'm too far from home (you want it, you got it, can't help you, so rock it) Midnight prowlers etched in stone, atone, the legend's unknown (can't sell it, can't stop it, it got you, so drop it drop it) Running on crazy Noising us all to death Ain't it just so fast We're burning our breath Maybe next year we'll want what we get Maybe next year we'll all be dead Can you feel the night sky Darkened moonlight creeps in Give it all remember The house always wins Waiting for the one Who's always gonna go in Waiting for the one Who feeds your dreams of sin Save me now or let me go alone, I'm too far from home (you want it, you got it, can't help you, so rock it) Midnight prowlers etched in stone, atone, the legend's unknown (can't sell it, can't stop it, it got you, so drop it drop it) Running on crazy Noising us all to death Ain't it just so fast We're burning our breath Maybe next year we'll want what we get Maybe next year we'll all be dead x2 Maybe next year might not feel so bad, we won't be sad no Maybe next year we'll all be dead Maybe the next year will be what we said, not just in our head no Maybe next year we'll all be dead Maybe next year we'll all be dead

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released July 11, 2022

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Emogazey indie pop layered with mood, melody, and middle age.

Feminoise is the saving grace of a Texas public school teacher.

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